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♥ Sunday, February 28, 2010

haiz finally found that stupid inhaler...
but then thinking of whether to use it...
sometime really buay tahan wanna use it....
but hor due to too long didnt use it (erm abt 9mths) forgetful de wo already forgotten how to use it liao....
zsd found it oso like no use haiz....
haiz have to faster recall it....
if not haiz只好靠自己用力的呼吸, 用力的捶吧(zsd sometimes both oso no use)!!!
haiz haIZ HAIZ!!!

URGH ZSD SERIOUSLY Y THIS STUPID THING 非要发生在我身上不可!!!!!!!!!
SERIOUSLY STUPID STUFF ALWAYS发生在我身上....
NOT ONLI THIS STILL GT THAT STUFF WHICH IS MUCH*2 MORE JIALAT THAN THIS!!!!!!!!!!!
如果可以让我选我情愿呼吸困难RATHER THAN THAT STUFF!!!!!!!!!

ate at; 2:50 AM


♥ Saturday, February 27, 2010

2dae intend to go out but in the end cancel off so stay at home do nthing....
was thinking of going out to eat but my ma too lazy to go out so stay at hm (she sae she cook)...
in the end my ma so lazy that she ask me cut all the things and cook it....
so the very first thing is to cut the carrot into 一条一条...
hehe i think my刀工really not bad sia...
so proud of my knife skills really not bad :)....
after that cut garlic and cabbage...
then season the meat....

after which throw all in the pan n cook....
by throwing all the ingredient in is the easiest way to have a good food lol....
although it sound like pig in de (all throw in) but hey is nice de hor dun play play...
thhis pot of food is healthy de lo....
gt carrot (i think shld be vitamin), cabbage(抗癌), garlic(杀菌)....

zsd while cooking my ma told me this....
"你啊算不错了学那么多东西以后不怕饿死找不到工....
又学煮，又学打扫，又做助手" still gt dunno wad liao....
then i reply her...
eee all this auntie stuff de zsd always teach me auntie stuff...
haiz 真搞不懂this shld be a happy or sad thing to have....
but most probably for now i think is a sad thing haizz....
but maybe in future when i'm old like 40 or 50yrs old then it shld be a happy thing liao....
but when u r in the 50s or 60s all this stuff is really a good things to learnt it as the outside people like ah ma's will sae *cough cough*是个好媳妇啊....
but AIYO现在是什么时代了....

(hehe so proud of it)

ate at; 3:13 AM


♥

had been dreaming for the past 2 days...
1st dream is on thurs....
This dream is abt jj AGN!!!!
this shld be the 3rd or 4th time dreaming abt JJ :)...
venue >> RP w4canteen outside the lift...
has this event whereby u have to ans the question correctly...
but weird thing is there are onli abt 10 or more ppl like that...
and all are friends that i noe...
so clever me ans correctly all 2 questions...
and the prize for it was 2 JJ ablum....
first is 100days ablum and 1 dunno wad ablum is that look weird maybe is some special edition ablum haha....
after the event we 1 big group including JJ went to have lunch tgr...
but haiz didnt finish the dream the stupid phone rang and wake me up....

2nd dream is on fri....
venue: BDS > my hus > Parkway Parade....
people involve me and tan beebee lao shi (AGN)...
is really a weird dream for this....
first i went ack BDS dunno do wad thing then saw tan bee bee then chat awhile about my bro....
after which dunno y she accompany me hm (weird)....
then she went to the toilet after which sit while then off we went to parkway parade (PP)....
so before going PP...
tan beebee was the first person to step out of my hus....
after that i wanted to take shoe from the cupboard...
but dunno y she goo help n take NNN took off her shoe and try mine... (goodness really weird n funny)...
after which we "fly off" to PP...
went there to makan with a whole grp of ppl whom i dunno...
so while waiting for my food tan beebee jiu dunno y sit beside me then start chatting with me non-stop....
in the end my ma too noisy dunno doing wad outside which wake me up and that's it end of the dream agn....


ate at; 2:55 AM


♥ Friday, February 26, 2010

Urgh shitt the cant breathe properly period is here agn....
damn it really damn辛苦when cant breathe...
urgh really kns this stupid thing has not been"visiting" me for many mths liao....
and i tot is gone forever liao but urgh....
last few days it visit me agn!!!!

urgh really jialat cant even find the inhaler thingy!!!
where have u gone?!!!

goodness shit y is it happening to me when i dun even have asthma or wadever sai....
but juz URGH!!!!
forget it!!!!

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当你说whenever i have problems可以跟你讲那是真的吗????

ate at; 2:27 AM


♥

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう (Why Have I Fallen In Love With You) - DBSK

this song really damn nice *thumb up*


ate at; 12:23 AM


♥ Thursday, February 25, 2010

不要为了要被打回以前的日子而感到emo....
虽然那几天的舒服及方便对你来说是个极度高兴的事...
但是只要自己努力总有一天还是会回到那段舒服及方便的日子....

真是不舒服...
昨天已经没去想....
但是今天又回来了....
真是烦死及懊恼....



ate at; 12:16 AM


♥ Monday, February 22, 2010

为什么还要继续对我那么好呢....
是没理由,还是???
蛮想知道...
知道了真相有可能会比较好吧....
不知道为什么还蛮想知道的(???)....

真相始终也是要解开...
不解的真相会让人感到困惑吧....





ate at; 4:04 PM


♥ Sunday, February 21, 2010

A SUPER DUPER TIRING DAY!!!!


haiz 2dae really kana drag by my ma to go clean hus with her....
straight 2days do extreme exercise perspire like mad!!!
intially my ma sae i juz have to mop the floor nia...
end up reach there she ask me change the bedsheet all that...
then use the feather duster to clean off the dust...
after which she ask me go vacuum the floor...
lastly as me to MOP the floor....
althought all this seem to be like light jobs to be done BUTT the hus is duper BIG!!!!
is like 5storey HIGH!!!!

SO I HAVE TO CLIMB FROM B1 ALL THE WAY UP TO 4TH FLOOR!!!!
imagine i bring the feather duster with me from lvl 1 all the way up to lvl 4 juz to clean the dust away....
after which have to carry the vacumm from lvl 4 all the way down to lvl1...
then carry the pile of water with the mop from lvl 5 all the way down to B1....
and the pile of water iis not light at alll.....

2dae really climb up n down the stairs dunno hw many times liao cant even count it...
really cant lose weight juz by climbing up n down n do those house chores...
but noooo cant lose weight anymore if not i gt to buy new pants agn!!!!

so any1 lazy do their house chores like mopping floor all that can feel free to call me n book me!!!
sure clean clean white white BLINK BLINK!!!
of coz is not FOC la....
muz give soo $$$ de...
friends de hua can charge cheaper :)....


ps: nv ever stay in BIG hus if not the person hu gonna clean the hus will really DIE!!!
原来我也可以是个好妻子HAHA jkjk!!!

haiz haiz haiz here it comes agn!!!
i dun wanna think abt it already!!!
how to stop it!!!


ate at; 11:00 PM


♥

went ecp 2 cycle today...
was a super last min to go ecp....
my aunty called in the afternoon ask if we wanna go cycling...
so me n my bro choose to go ecp than staying at home facing "someone"...
not only that in the meantime oso can let me ermmm....

waited for my aunty come fetch us...
reach ecp ard 4.30...
rent bike then cycle from head to tail for twice...
end up butt n leg pain....
walk stairs almost fall due to my stupid leg suddenly no strength (jelly leg)....
after that went to the hawker there makan....
then go PP there as my cousin wanna buy/see sthing...
waited in the car quite long....
while waiting stupid mind make me think of those stuff...
and again thinking of those had juz cancel off the fun that i had earlier on....
initially plan to go my aunty hus gamble but end up is quite late go oso like no time...
so my aunty drive us back home...

haiz tmr sure dieee....
too long didnt exercise....
leg sure ache like hell...
worst is my ma gonna drag me to go with her to clean HUS!!!
she sure ask me clean here n there mop here n there....
goodness hw i'm i going to survive!!!


haizzz怎么到了今天还在想呢...
难不成我真的是彻彻底底被打倒了吗...
无论做了什么玩了多开心最终自己一个人的时候就会开始想了...
怎么就不能像朋友所说的竟然还没发生就不要去想那么多...
这句话说得没错“说得容易做的难”...

该放时不放，不该放时却放...
该做时不做，不该做是却做....
真的是旧的10真的不在了....

ate at; 1:39 AM


♥ Saturday, February 20, 2010

urgh怎么还是那么烦....
要怎样才能不烦那些东西...
zsd already do sthing to distract myself but yet no use*&^#$%...
天啊快来救我吧！！！

虽然还没证实(因为一直以来都不想面对)...
但要是真的有一天变_了....
那岂不是要重新来过....
从一个健健康康的人变成一个走到哪里都需要人帮....
无论你是个多开朗的人，始终还是不能接受的事实....
接受不了只是其中之一的问题...
更大的问题是>会拖累身边所有的人....

一向来有着happy go lucky的性格....
对于这几件事真的是彻彻底底被打败了....

也许就为了这个原因才选择放弃一切....
选择逃避...

ate at; 1:05 AM


♥ Thursday, February 18, 2010

如果当初跟你说我以后会变成_ _那事情会变成怎样....
如果当初不是以为这样那现在会变成怎样呢...?

不再去想....
不再去管....
那恐怕是最好的选择...
再去想有可能会让自己不好受....

ate at; 10:37 PM


♥

突然之间有一股来历不明莫名的感觉...
就是说不出的感觉....
这可把我一整天的心情给干砸了...
人类怎么会有白痴的一面....
难道人都是愚蠢???
或是犯贱???
真搞不懂人是怎么了....

也许....
或许....
就这个原因....
导致这样...

最好不是因为这样而导致变成这样....

走出黑暗的世界吧朋友


(就如这图一样)






ate at; 3:28 AM


♥ Wednesday, February 17, 2010

幸福搭配悲伤
同时在我心交叉
人啊那么多为什么选上我

挫折的眼泪不能测试爱的重量
付出的爱收不回
还欠你的我不能给
别把我心也带走去跟随

我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货
任性的时间却不肯停止转动

是否很惊讶讲不出说话
没错我是说你想分手吗
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答
我不爱我不痛
我不懂我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

总在落幕后才学会如何珍重

ate at; 12:23 AM


♥ Sunday, February 14, 2010

haiz y there is a festival call "chinese new yrrrrr"....
sianz siaNZ SIANZ!!!!
gonna bored si liao tmrrr....
haiz any kind soul to entertain me tmr??
nvm i doubt there is any kind soul to entertain me...
haiz all busy and happily bai-ing nian except me rotting at someone hus facing the 4 walls...
keep eating the gua zi at the end when going hm wanna VOMIT!!!!

thinking of things to bring there to entertain me haiz but i doubt there anything for me to bring there to entertain myself....
bring laptop > no internet = no use...
bring laptop > no game = no use...
psp?? haiz confirm no batt liao (doubt gt time to charge)...
hp?? no games to play oso....

the best ideal is to STAY AT HOME!!!!
BUT haiz cant if i really do so wahoo WORLD WAR 4 loooooo.....
sianz siANZ SIANZ tmr hwhwhwhwhw!!!!

haiz y every chu xi will kana " lecture"....
tot after graduate from sec everything shld end...
haiz but hu noes out of suddenly this yr another new start of "lecture"...


ps: stupid ppl are always stupid, will nv get smart!!!!

ate at; 3:24 AM


♥ Friday, February 12, 2010

yeah finally is over...
but haizzz sianz sure Buang liao....
sianz hope can get at least a pass ba....

so yest was the last paper...
after the paper me n mel accompany winnie to tampines IKEA buy her jar jar haha...
then after that slack abit eat hotdog bun...
then take the shuttle bus to tm...
after that slack there dunno wad to do at the end decided to watch movie....
watched 72家租客...haha was quite funny for some part...
movie end ard 9 after that jiu slack awhile n realise we haven had dinner yet....
oops but so late liao haiz decided nt to eat hehe....

ate at; 3:36 PM